darlings, well, "nothing hurts you like the pain of someone you love". that is so true. oh. i'm in big pains today. i'm feeling awfully low. everyone's going on about love now. oh, i don't even want to think about it really. love always seems to disappoint me anyway. i've got a really hard time trusting people. it haven't always been like that. that's one thing that love has done. dammit. right. i don't really think i've got anything fun to say, so maybe i should just go and do something else. like... once again, eating lots of chocolate? it do help. really. but if i'll continue eating this much chocolate, i'll be dead fat in the end of the month. so, my ex is refusing to leave me alone. damn him. i believe it's thru with monica, and now he wants me back. i love him, i really do, i cant help it! and i'm like... the weakest. i won't ever be able to say no to him as i thought i would. i could always dream on though. the wrong girl... no. the wrong boy. definetly. love, rachel oj ps. astrid's very sweet. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+