tap tap tap tap tap hey there.... ...hmmmmmm...i do like this time of year...its not quite summer...and things seem to be drawing to a close...four weeks left of college and counting...and then its e**ms...which i should be thinking about now...but cant be bothered too...this is a really bad thing but i just cant seem to summon up any kind of motivation and to be honest i dont paticularly care...i'd rather know if its going to be sunny tommorow or not rather than the prime motivating factors for appeasment in the 1930's....if i dont pass then i daresay i'll panic,scream and consider myself a worthless excuse for a human being....but right now i'm just relieved to be finally at the end of an altogether shitty two years at that place....i havent applied to any universities...i dont know if i want to go...i dont know if i'll get the right e**m results anyway...so that leaves me with the bare facts that in 28 days i have to start living in 'the real world'....i could fight for world peace,travel the globe in a lime green mini or become a jungle outlaw...i might get an office job though...that might be fun...hmmmmm...what the hell am i going to do with my life?....its scary...but kind of *wow* in a way...i usually cant figure out whats going to happen in the next ten minutes let alone the next fifty years...just take it as it comes i suppose...i've never been in this kind of situation before...nothing to hold me down...nothing to focus on...no need to stay anywhere really...except i need money of course...i could live off the fruits of mother nature i suppose...i dont know if i'd like the taste of nettle soup though...i've just decided that 'a little soul' is one of the greatest songs ever...possibly...speaking of which..where on earth is the new pulp album?....wasnt scott walker supposed to be producing it?...i loved the new songs they played at reading last year anyhow...the line up this year doesnt seem to be too smelly either as far as main acts go (if you discount the twin evils of travis and the manic street preachers)...a duet between eminem and marylin manson should at least be interesting if the rumors are to be believed...i wore my hand-painted '3..6..9 seconds of light' t-shirt on saturday at the shitey old rawk club...nobody commented except my friends who called me 'a twee bastard'..that was quite dissapointing...i rather hoped it would bring secret b+s lovers out of their korn hoodies and into the sunlight..no such luck...i quite enjoyed jumping around to the deftones however..i'm sure it made an interesting sight...i cant decide if i should brave this picnic...it would be pretty weird seeing real life sinister people in the flesh...like meeting movie stars...or at least c-list soap stars...was that slightly offensive?...i think so...argh..i may get beaten up if i do come now...hmmmmmm......at least its not being held tommorow...everybody might get sprayed with rubber bullets...i'm rambling...i'll go and stare at two years worth of hard(ish) work and pretend to revise about european law...and stuff... ta ta...... __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Auctions - buy the things you want at great prices http://auctions.yahoo.com/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+