i feel as though i haven't written you my dearest in a bit and so i have to now. especially since i have been feeling as though i might be fianlly easing my baby toes into the foamy rushing and crashing edge of the sea. just smile all the time. (that's what wilco said.) so life is a big soap opera, right? some days we all feel okay. others super fine and dandy. while sometimes it's really sad and on the verge of tears. well, this past week, going on into this week, has been one of those peachy keen weeks. moodiness and melodrama has always been an easy consistancy for me. you know the type. constantly contradicting from day to day. that stupid bus stopper is such a damn oxymoron sometimes. or all the time? the air waves have been filled with the flaming lips still. i even just turned in a 10 page essay today on the yoshimi album. yes. i'm a fucking nerd. but it's okay. (that's what my parents tell me anyway.) and the new bright eyes. i saw them last week on a thursday and conner was simply angelic in his not so sick twisted beautiful way. there was even a cutie pie dyke behind me screaming for him to take his pants off. that would have been nice. now that the weather has officially (for now it seems) become FALL...i feel better. the fall and winter of any year are always nicer by default just because of the pretty gray skies and the crisp breezes that require cardigans. actually, all the cardi means is that i don't get funny looks anymore because i'm not wearing it in the summer anymore. i went to the store the other day and got a bunch of new socks. they are more of a trouser type sock, but not knee high in length. kinda cute, but tacky ugly at the same time featured in red, orange, green, blue, and purple! and i can't forget to mention the polka dots. it's like being able to wear a pair of highlighters on my feet, they are so obnoxious. i love my socks. oh i almost forgot! to top it all off i met a nice boy who is a cute sean lennon. he calls me just to say goodnight..... goodnight loves xoxox sara ===== all the people'd stare as if we were both quite insane someday my name and his are going to be the same __________________________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Faith Hill - Exclusive Performances, Videos & More http://faith.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+