My heart all winter lay so numb, The earth so dead and frore, That I never thought the spring would come, Or my heart wake any more. -Song- Rupert Brooke Dear sinister, just a week ago I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years, her name was Lindsay and at one point I really believed we were destined to wear matching sweaters, attend dinner parties together and share a memberhip to some quaint little country club. This sick little dream has hence expired and suddenly everthing is a little more overcast. Lindsay was a special girly and if I ever see eyes like those in another girl I'll feel truely blessed, as corny as I know it sounds they really were the bluest of blue. It's just hit me how I'd lost sight of that before now. Oh Dear! She'll marry a finance director, I pray to god she doesn't but I know she will. They'll both have the matching sweaters and country club acquaintances. Whenever she satisfies him he'll betoo cold to mention "love" so he'll politely inform her "you're stock is certainly rising tonight dear". I pray to god she doesn't marry a finance director. I also pray that Christmas isn't nearly as lonely as I fear it will be, I think I might go for that job as the Supermarket Santa Clause just to have some excuse not to spend the whole festive season in my bedroom listening to "Last Christmas" by Wham and dining on Selection Boxes full of chocolate I don't even like. Mabye I wont be the Supermarket Santa, it wouldn't be fair on the kids. Anyways I've already said far too much, thanks for reading. -Ryan-aka Dannys Ryan _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+