Hey you out there in the cold So maybe Im not heartless. Maybe I was wrong when I felt I didnt love anyone. This week I loved my family. Ive been home alone for two weeks now and I actually miss them. It would be better to love them when theyre home than loving them when theyre gone, but still, this is a step forward. And this week I realised Im in love (at least most of the time). Im afraid this is going to break my heart rather than making me happy. But I prefer being broken hearted than not feeling a thing (at least I think so, Im not perfectly sure). It took me this long to realise Ill miss Isobels part in Belle and Sebastian (must have been some kind of shock-phase). I really like the songs shes singing and now Im going to mix Gentle waves with Belle and Sebastian but its not going to be the same. Besides she was the only member I could remember the full name of (yes, I know how horrible that is but Im really, really bad at names). Storytelling is now on cinema in Sweden. I dont know if I should see it now or wait until it comes to video. From what Ive heard the movie is not that good. Anyone whos seen it is welcome to give me an advice in this difficult choice Im facing. Ive been visiting second hand record shops frequently the last time. And I saw a guy who was buying Storytelling 2nd hand. I was deeply shocked. How could that happen? Soon I realised there were a lot of reasons that could have cause this occurrence. 1 Some poor B&S fan had bought Storytelling for her/his last money and then acccidently dropped it on the street. Another person, without any conscience, found it and sold it to earn some money. 2 Some poor B&S fan had her/his birthday the day after the release of the record and got, not one, but two records from friends and family who had overestimated her/his admiration of B&S. 3 Some poor B&S fan died recently and her/his relatives sold all her/his records because they couldnt bear the pain of being reminded of the dead person everytime they saw the records she/he had loved. I found Tigermilk in the same shop, which sadly supports this theory. I was also lucky to find The Boy With The Arab Strap to a very nice price and I bought it because (aaaaaaaaargh heres the truth) I didnt have it and Ive never had it. But wait, I can explain. I never buy all the records of one group at the same time. Every time Ive bought a new Belle and Sebastian Ive been happy every night and day for at least 3 weeks. I want to spread this feeling over time so I can be happy now and then and not only one time. Sometimes Im happy even if I havent bought a good record recently, it happens :) But anyway this is my record-buying-strategy and since I discovered B&S pretty late it took me this long. Anyway this buying of The Boy With The Arab Strap made me as happy as always. Im now more convinced than ever of how much I love Belle and Sebastian. They are the kind of band that can make me feel right when things are wrong. I even like to listen to the songs that I wouldnt have liked very much if someone else was doing them, because Im stuck to that feeling they give me. Now I really have to eat some pancakes or something will go wrong, terribly wrong./ Bye _________________________________________________________________ Med MSN Foto kan du enkelt dela med dig av dina fotografier och beställa kopior: http://photos.msn.se +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+