well, it's 4am and i've returned home from 6 hours at the wonderful seth's house. to the person who gave me advice on how to ask him if he was seeing anybody, i didn't use it because i didn't need to. a friend informed me earlier today that he is indeed very single. anyway, let's start with some B&S content: "i don't love anyone" is a great song and all, but i think it may be back to "my wandering days are over," for me. so tonight i went to seth's house to see if i could get my groove on. okay, not exactly. but i did have the intention of letting my feelings be known, or doing something about them, or both. so i show up at 10pm, figuring it's late enough for me to say i was bored and ask if they minded if i joined them in front of the television, as i have none. serendiptously there's a seat next to seth. so i take it. for the first, say, hour i'm there he's acting a little cold. in fact, it kind of felt like i was next to a large block of ice. i think he thought i'd blown him off since i hadn't gone to visit at all this past week (d'oh). anyway, after a little flirting he warmed up some more, and we spent a good 5 hours on the sofa enmeshed in one another, and kissed a little for the last hour. not much, as an ex boyfriend of mine was in the room, and that's just a little awkward. he wasn't facing us or anything, but still. oh, and there's a webcam in the living room. so it's a little strange to know that not only were my 5 hours of cuddling with this boy broadcast all over the planet, but that people i know may have been watching. especially since my housemates said they would check me out while i was over there. but i think it's kind of neat that my first kisses with this boy were sent out all over the globe. an evil mean part of me hopes his ex girlfriend decided to take a look at the webcam tonight. but that's not a very strong part. mostly i'm just happy. i was sad to go, but i have to be up at 9am (i wasn't planning on staying later than 1am, honest) to make a champagne breakfast for a housemate who's having her birthday tomorrow, then it's off to a seminar for prospective students to talk about my thesis. and here i am writing emails to strangers. and if teri's reading this, i'll tell you all about it tomorrow, i swear. although i may be asleep when you call. i plan on napping heavily when i get back from the seminar. i was going to go to new hampshire to buy cigarettes, but that'll have to wait until sunday, i guess. thank you for listening, and listening to my progression from jon, to losing jon, to getting over jon, to falling for seth. i'm happy. -kerry "two pathways diverged in a cell and i i took the cataboic path less travelled by and that has made all the ATP" -amy norton +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+