Hi all. It's getting to be that time of the morning where every time i move my head too fast things get blurred and it takes a while for my eyes to focus again. Also I've noticed that at times like this it's hard for me to have good coordination, as well as clear thinking... But ah, I have Belle and Sebastian and they are keeping me sane for the time being. In all honesty, I wish I could've just packed up and been off to New York to see the band. That would've been absolutely wonderful... I'm sad to have missed it. Someone asked me tonight if I ever felt as if I wasn't good enough and/or that wonder why people like me? I answered yes, of course, as most people I think would. Really, though, I think I only wonder why certain people like me... I wonder, mostly, why I like -them-. I guess that sounds pretty lame. It seems like the world around me is unfolding. I'm finding out more and more people I know have cancer or a tumor... Terminal or not, it's a very scary situation and it's hit close to home twice but I was too young to realise what was really happening. But now I know and it's hitting me really hard... What can you do for comfort in these situations? How do you comfort the friend? On the other hand, there's boys. I think that word 'boy' in the word 'boys' says it all. Okay, now I really am getting extremely deliriously tired. Pardon my seemingly dull/pointless post. My excuse is that I am very tired. Please forgive me. xox Elizabeth _________________________________________________________________ <b>Help protect your PC:</b> Get a free online virus scan at McAfee.com. http://clinic.mcafee.com/clinic/ibuy/campaign.asp?cid=3963 +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+