Remember when I write this shit, it tends to be just a spew of my ideas at the moment, with no attention to anything real, I just kind of ramble and use it as an exercise in writing...I overemphasize some things and under emphasize others, its just a way of writing I've grown to like... Ink polaroids? Ill check it out once I get home, I've got school to get to and teachers to annoy. -Kevin Paulo Stinsoni wrote:
Now I don't want to get on your bad side, but why is this girl a phoney when you haven't spoken to her? How do you know? What makes a fan and what makes a phoney?
You know, I like sending mails to Sinister just to get a reaction. Good or bad. The twee argument always gets people wound up.
AND, have you tried the ink polaroids? Check it out in the archives...
So anyway, mellow out and let people do what they want. If it doesn't harm anyone, then leave 'em to it.
Paulo
PS - I hate all that pop idol stuff and manufactured bands, but I don't mind a few Monkees songs.
From: Kevin Holzer <uberelite@adelphia.net> Reply-To: Kevin Holzer <uberelite@adelphia.net> To: sinister@missprint.org Subject: Sinister: just another fading image on the horizon... Date: Tue, 16 Dec 2003 23:51:49 -0800
As I was sitting in the local cafe with all of the hipsters I know, I got to thinking about life. I'm not going to bore you all with what I thought, but I tell you, I just don't know. A girl I once liked that was into Belle and Sebastian came into the coffeshop and got some coffee, sat inside and sipped away, chattering with her pretentious friends. What a bunch of phonies. They are all into music if it is underground, regardless of whether they like it or not, and the same is true about popular or even semi-popular (modern) music, except that instead of liking it, they automatically dislike it.. She walks around with her scarf on and her hair dyed, wearing her hipster clothes and trying so hard to be cool...but I see through her disguise. I never even really met her, she was just in one of my classes, but no matter. I dont want to know her. So I sip my coffee, and play my guitar. I'll draw a picture or read a book. Chat about philosophy or literature. Whenever I feel lonely, I'll take a walk and in a minute or two I'll be out on the shore, watching the waves roll in, so violent and yet so peaceful. I'll smell the salt in the air and feel the cool autumn breeze. I'll hum a familiar tune and look up at the cloud filled sky; I wonder to myself if it's worth it. Then I think to myself again about the past few minutes, the time spent growing, and everything and I realize it is all worth it. So I walk back to the cafe and sip some more coffee, light up a cigarette, and get into a conversation with someone about a book I had read a long time ago.
lots of love as always, -Kevin
P.S. I hope all of you dont mind me using this place as a spot to send these little messages, they make me feel as if I have a chance to share something very personal with all of you. I could talk about music, but everyone does that. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+
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