- it has been a while since i have been able to post - not that i really do much posting anyway - but i finally have some time so i decided this is as good a time as any - i have been quite busy as of late fighting with my as of late boyfriend - it has been a rather interesting week - i am now surely rethinking that decision i made to move in with him - it has been fun for the most part - but as of late - well it is just getting unplesant - but at least there is someone else living with us to break the tension - and he is more my friend then the xboyfriend - so i believe i have the upper hand there - if there really is anything to gain - - honestly - - i really am not sure yet to why we were fighting so much - it seems there is a bit of miscommunication somewhere cause he is always accusing me of something i did not do and me likewise - from now on i have decided that when i speak with him i will draw out a flow chat of what i am meaning to say that way there is to be no confusion for him to later yell at me for - but then again perhaps what i say is really mean and he is reacting in a way that is justified - i do not believe that though - a friend brought to my attention that what i think is not always right - to which i responded that i am always right - and i usually am - well mostly - but that is not the case - what is - is that i am at a loss for what is happening - case in point - the most recent dialogue went like this... - - - - - start dialogue - - - - - me - how long have you been at the bar, you seem dirty him - why, are you calling me a whore - - - - - end dialogue - - - - - was that necessary - seriously - i really was not implying that he was a whore because he was at the bar for a long time - i was merely implying that upon returning he was carrying a heavy stench of bad cigarettes and worse smelling booze - to which he responded in a quite irrational way - i believe i am right about this - i guess it could have been the way i said dirty - but i doubt that - there was no secret connotation to the word that i was trying to get across - unless he had been doing something - in which case i switch my self around and go with the calling him a whore thing - - - - - - mmm - - - - so confusing - - - - - - - - - - this whole things is really a bother - i am beginning to believe dating is so overrated - sure there are somethings that i can't do by myself - and then i have my friends - not implying i will date them of course - just saying that who needs boyfriends and girlfriends - i just want my friends - that is all i need - they are the most accessible - and they are more fun - plus you don't have to go through the torture of dating people with friends - shit - friends are better any day - - quickly - - before i leave and let you all discus what a nut i am - i need to quickly give a nice little thank you to the best girl laura - you were perfect - you knew what to say and said it - quick and to the point - you are amazing - so love to you dear - and thank you for listening to me - i should have listened to you sooner - - -- love to everyone -- -- scott -- _________________________________________________________________ Unlimited Internet access for only $21.95/month. Try MSN! http://resourcecenter.msn.com/access/plans/2monthsfree.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+