hmmm... i love belle and sebastian with all my heart and i've been making as many people as i can listen to them so that they see how beautiful they are, but there are sometimes when i wish they were just *my* secret.. you all know what i'm talking about, yes? when you love a band so much that sometimes it sucks that other people like them because you don't think they can -understand- how you feel, or you just think that they're not allowed to like what you like because it's *yours*?.. i know, i know - i'm being selfish and immature.. the more fans the better! i'm not talking about any of you sinisters though! but having just found out that someone i'm not very fond of likes b&s, i'm kind of wishing they didn't know who they were. although, i suppose it's a starting point to actually liking this person, but boo! i don't care.. hehe.. i guess i should just grow up.. here's an ink polaroid: self-indulgent me.. this is a picture of myself standing outside by a tree in our yard. i don't know what kind of tree it is, but it's one of those kind that is teeming with beautiful, delicate white blossoms for 2 weeks of the year until they blow away and leave plain branches. anyway, it's at that white blossom stage now and my mother insisted on snapping a photo of it before they blew away but since she doesn't believe a picture is picture unless a person is in it (aren't all adults like that?), i'm standing there beside the tree. heh, it's kind of awkward because i'm feeling posed, and i don't quite know how to stand, and i know, i know, i'm in my pyjamas even though it's a sunday afternoon.. well, isnt that what sunday afternoons are for - lazing around in your pyjamas? wow, my second post of the day. you're going to get sick of me soon, err, if you're not already :) aurevoir pour l'instant.. teri xoxo ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . Listen, this is pish, I think I'll leave -----------------------------------------------------------------------