i have been listening to incredable amounts of INTERPOL lately - right now i am stuck on the last song on the cd - which would be - Leif Erikson - the words and the music completely fit the entire mood that i am in right now - his voice is so thick and hollow sounding - it sounds like it is eminating from this deep well of dispair - large and looming over every failed relationship and torrid romance - i am so in love with this record - i listened to it all day yesterday - sometimes i will listen to music for an incessent amount of time and then i will get tired of it for a bit - i bought this album in september and i have yet to get tired of it - listening to it about two times a day - like i used to do with my belle and sebastian records - but those aren't moody enough for me right now - i am in the throws of a depression and i need something that speaks my moods - and turn on the bright lights does - things around my house have been a bit confusing as of late - i am in the midst of a personal struggle with my id and superego - between my wants and know what i needs - it is tiring - at this time in the game i am really not sure what i want to do - should i remain the same - or should i go out and take a chance on the new boy - perhaps things will work out him and i will have all my problems solved - but that would be too easy i think - when would the other shoe drop? - oh well i guess - tomorrow is a new day to think of this - i'm going to bed - i will sleep on it and hopefully a dream will point me in the right direction - thanks for listening everyone - hope everyones holiday season is off to a good start - -love to you all -s.s.lord ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ what we place most hopes upon generally proves most fatal. - vicar of wakefeild _________________________________________________________________ MSN 8 with e-mail virus protection service: 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/virus +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+