hi everyone. here i am again, on mars. it's funny that here, the fact that i have 3 eyes seems to work to my advantage. okay, so maybe i'm not really on mars....but sometimes i sure would like to go. i have reached a strange point in my life. i'm not sure who has changed more, my friends or me, but nevertheless i find that i don't really care for many of them anymore. weird. there seem to be some tre cool people at my new skewl, perhaps i will get on with them. speaking of my new skewl. i registered on saturday. how nervewracking. not only is it a HUGE financial commitment, but it seems so final. as if now that i have declared a major, i have to grow up or something. it's also funny that i am, if not the only, one of the only girls in my school. :o) i'm not sure how i feel about this. i mean, sure, the odds are in my favour, but it's also strange being the only girl in a pack of blokes. you tend to become the female perspective in discussions that you would rather not have with a group of men you don't know very well. blokes are strange things in packs...ed o'brien said that. he is the most lovely man, he would know i guess. if i may put your fears at rest i will tell you now, when i am exceedingly successful, i plan to take you all with me. when i am on professional par with the likes of paul mcguinness, i won't forget you. pehaps i can manage b&s one day and arrange one mutha of a picnic. of course, i will be very wealthy and will pay for all of you lovelies to join in the festivities. ah yes, just be patient. "When I'm rich, I hope I'm not mean to poor people...like I am now." :o) i have compiled a little list of things i must do this year...shall i share it with you? okay: 1) Meet Gavin Friday 2) Finish school 3) Learn how to knit 4) start cooking again...haven't done so in ages 5) Start practicing the guitar again..."" 6) Remember to take my vitamins daily..."" 7) Buy more pink shirts 8) Stop falling for boys who encapsulate any of the following traits; live across the atlantic ocean, are in their 40's, are addicted to something, are people whom i have never, nor am likely to ever, meet (excluding gavin friday), are in bands (grrr), and are gay. 9) Wear more bracelets 10) Actually read Ulysses....as opposed to always meaning to that's about it for now. i must get started on my list. love to you all...well, most of you. kisses and corn pops ~stine __________________________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Mail Plus - Powerful. Affordable. Sign up now. http://mailplus.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+