today has been off to somewhat of a plesant start - first i received a phone call at 1:30 from the new love of my life - just he doesn't know that yet - well maybe he does - i haven't told him though - but it was great to hear his voice again - i recently decided that i should take a chance and go after him - i was toying with the idea of what it would be like with him vs. without him - what if he says no - to many things to think about - but after a night of numerous whiskey sours and good conversation with a friend i decided that i should talk the chance - also received a line from a sinester lad - thanks to you chris for the message - it really reafirmed that i was thinking - so i am taking the chance - life it too short not to really - what do i have to loose - but anyway - i got off track - i talked with him for a little over two hours till about 4 in the morning - realizing that i needed to be upi and constious in about three hours i bid him farewell - and went to bed - in the morning i got up late - got dressed late and was late to the last day of my morning class - i was a little worried that my professor - who talks monotone and reminds me so much of the teacher in farris bueller - would have a short quiz or something heartless - when to my surprise he was actually just putting the room to sleep with readings from a journal no the differnt kinds of sexual deviations - nver before has a person made topics like transvestites and sado masachism seem boring - but he pulled it off with flying colors - i was asleep in ten minutes - but not for too long - i was rudely awakened by the studious girl whom always is sitting next to me who thought that it wa imperative that i stay awake for this class - she whispered to me - girl:this is the last class of the semester for you, show some respect to your professor and pay attention to him. me:how can i stay awake? i feel like mr. rogers is teaching me about sexual deviance. girl:force yourself to. how do you think he feels? he probably knows he is not very interesting. me: whatever, i don't care. - well then she got up set cause she thinks i am not learning anything - called me a 'poop' and left me to sleep - my second class of the day was even better then the snoozefest that preceed it - in that class for our final we have a large paper to write on modern sociological theory - i am still confused about how i am supposed to turn 2 pages of abstract theory given to us into a 14 page paper - but i just thought that i would bullshit my way through it - well once i got to class today - my teacher was already there - and she looked very ill - she had missed all this previous week with some sickness and apparently she still has it - this illness has such forced her to rethink the paper she assigned - she has thus shurnk it by half the size it was supposed to be and has take off one of the requirements - it was the happiest day i have had in a long time - it was hard to conceil my excitment in front of her - she seemed dissappointed and appologized numerous times that she had to cut it short - by the look on everyones faces i don't think we feel too cheated - i hope the rest of my day continues this trend of good deeds! - then perhaps i will have something new to write about instead of this stupid post! - sorry this was boring - much love to you all s.s.lord. ------------------------------------------------------------ what we place most hopes upon generally proves most fatal. - vicar of wakefeild _________________________________________________________________ Protect your PC - get McAfee.com VirusScan Online http://clinic.mcafee.com/clinic/ibuy/campaign.asp?cid=3963 +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+