the sun's out! and i have a quiet little joy in my heart today, so i thought i'd make my first proper musey outing on la sinisteen (before i was just talking about picanics and the like...) but then today, like i said, i feel a bit musey... cuase i got up, and the it was newmorningsunny...but i didn't feel gleeful in a throwing flowers around type way, just curious to see what the day would bring... so i got on the train, and i was listening to 'into my arms' by nick cave, which is my fave lullaby, and i looked over and saw a littl boy (2 maybe?) in a pram... and his mum and nan were teasing him by not giving him the book he wanted, which made me frown... but then i realised he had a really bad skin condition, and was really scratching away round his neck, and it was so sad that he was in so much discomfort and so little and crying... but the mum and the nan just shoved crumbly biscuits at him... and i looked out of the window and felt sad but confused 'cause it was so beautiful outside... hmmmm and another thing is i keep dreaming of spiders, not in a scary way, 'cause i've always thought spiders are quite friendly, but there's this big web and baby spiders and one big mama spider in the middle. hmmmmm... i used to just dream of water and sea *all* the time... wonder what's going on... anyway, i think that's me done for rambling just now, but just wanted to send love and little squeezes out to all, for being so lovely - kisses and waves on this funnysunnyday xjam ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+