Why hello there, Ok its sunday and I got up at 6 A.M.for no reason of course. So I woke up and have just been putting on records and watching the cars go by on the highway. I'm shaking cold and feel like such a dork doing this but I can't go back to bed. I have an urge to eat an Eggmcmuffin now or something like that. If I wasn't feeling so weird I'd probably start a book and hope to finish in that day. Yesterday I re-read Angels In America part 1. Such an amazing play. Surely the best of the 90s but My favorite play of all time is still A Long Day's Journey Into Night by Eugene O'Neill and my favorite playwright? Tennessee Williams. I want to play Brick or Stanley on the stage sometime. You see I'm into theater and its well besides music and reading my main hobby. Ok check this I am in two plays(I think I told you guys already but its early and I'm being weird so I'll go on anyways) The Dinning Room by A.R. Gurney and The Seagull by Chekhov . In The Seagull I am Treplev and well my crush in the drama class is well my mom in the play. Perhaps I'll play this Oedipus complex roll and get rave reviews when I didn't intend too. Anyways love sucks. Ok then I have to direct a One act play for my senior project which will probably be a Samuel Beckett play(Krapp's last tape Is what I dream to do). Then I have to do a monologue infront of a camera(eek) to get in an acting school during the summer. I think I'll do the ending monologue for Roy Cohn in Angels of America part 2. I dont have Angels in America 2 with me at this house, just part 1. So that means I have to go downtown(On The bus eeek eeek) to the libarely and make a bad photo copy then get dirty looks from the scary republican Liberians who indeed voted for Reagan. I love a good rainy gray cloudy day. Actually makes me happy. I know I'm morbid but I can't help noticing. I hate hot summer days but I love rainy December days(But not school!). I think I'll listen to a byrds album now. Last summer I use to stay up until the first light of the day and I'd listen to If You're feeling sinister or The byrds. It was beautiful and I can't wait to do it again this summer. This summer is going to be crazy. Why? I don't know. Im out of High School for one(Yay I guess) I'll be happy to miss my Nazi Chemistry teacher and homework and scary Honor English students(No offense to Honor Students) but I'll be scared entering the adult world. I was too late to miss the college enrollment but I may do a program in Seattle where I can teach and go to college at the same time. Sounds good. My dreams are broken about going to UC Berkley it seems so I guess that's why I read Bret Easton Ellis now. I'm drinking pulp orange juice and hashbrowns now umm yum? It seems only yesterday I was a punk wannabe middle schooler. Time goes by too fast well its weird. Its like the present moment is slow but looking back it seems fast. In middle school I wore an Operation Ivy and Bad Religion shirt and had a Sex Pistols patch. Everyone always called me names and pushed me in the PE locker room. Once this one kid pissed me off though and I pushed him into a locker room and choked him and told him I'd kill him. The poor bugger was half my size too that's why I still feel bad. I guess I shouldn't complain for getting beat up in school because I was just as much a jerk but I was just a jerk because everyone was to me. Middle school was the worst time in my life. Pure hell. Still brings back tears just thinking of it. Jesus its 8 and I'm rambling about my middle school years. I use to sleep 'till like 11-12 everyday and my parents would have to drag me out of bed. Now I'm lucky if I sleep 'till 10. I'm always just a walking tired soul now. Ok If you've read until here I want to give you a big hug and kiss. Thanks for listening. I'll stop writing now and get a life. -Damon +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+