..Someday ..Someday soon ..lifes gonna catch up with you ..someday ..someday soon ..It's all gonna crash down on you hello list kids. It's been another weekend. Another few hangovers, another few dissapointments. I've done my exams this past week, and I won't have any for another 3-4 weeks. Luckily. So now, I can just sulk about and participate fully in all my hedonist dreams. My last post (also Sarahless) involved my rockstar poseur attitude. That was probably last week. This past week. I feel like I am being looked at, followed, and stalked. There is a general sense of uneasyness... and sometimes I feel as though I am going quite mad. Still. There are those few people in my life, that make all the uneasyness dissapear. When I get to bask in their passion for life and fun, I easily forget everything that is bothering me... But now, I sit alone in my room...trying to find the energy to leave the house and do something productive... It's 4:36 in the afternoon... and the likleyhood of doing anything useful seems to be diminishing at an extraordinary rate. The thought of sitting at home, watching sappy movies, and crying seems so much more useful.... Some B&S content: I had a good night last night. Went to the pub with Sarah and met up with some friends. Had a couple ciders and such....generally had a good time. The pub owner lets us play our Cd's in the hi-fi...which is rocking, cos' otherwise we would have to listen to some half-arsed american country type music. Anyway. So, Sarah and I did get to enjoy some good Belle & Sebastian tunes that night... I was feeling quite down as it was.. but watching Sarah singing to B&S... made me happy. She is so beautiful to watch when she gets passionate about something. Her eyes close...and she just sings...it feels like we are the only people in the world that know the way things are...the only ones that understand what B&S means... anyway! Also, London info. I've heard some of this talk about Tigermilking or whatever in London. If someone can please give me info on this, I would be most greatful. Me, Sarah and Company..will be in london march2-13th... so, yeah. Let me know what all that is about. Its very sad when you give up on someone. It's like you have lost all hope in the human race as a whole. I used to feel that I could like/love anyone and everyone... but as I am experiencing new relationships (of the boyfriendish nature) I realise that sometimes you just can not "make do" with what you have. The only thing I wonder..is it my fault that I can not "make do" with other peoples faults...or is that their problem... I will now go, and be the type of girl I never thought I would be. I will watch a sappy movie, eat chocholate cake, and cry. :) Should be a new experience. One that I hopefully won't make a habit of. "love and poison" leyla "I Wanna Be Adored" ===== http://www.geocities.com/SunsetStrip/Pavilion/4941/ ******************************************************** __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Talk to your friends online with Yahoo! Messenger. http://im.yahoo.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+