hi everyone. i was thinking today, or maybe yesterday, how i was probably never going to post again. i had decided only to post things that people might be somewhat remotely interested in reading, or if something interesting happened to me... as interesting things rarely happen to me i thought that might be the end of my posting days. also i was very intimidated by honey's post about what is and is not acceptable. can we have on-going discussion on the list? so. today. i had class starting at the same time as my mom had to start work so i asked her for a lift over. we left a bit late. she was all stressful, driving too fast and bitching about how she was going to be late for work. now when i'm driving somewhere and i'm late i just remind myself that in the big scheme of things it's not so bad and it would make me later if i was pulled over for speeding or got in an accident. anyway. i was scared but kept my mouth shut b/c i feared facing my mom's wrath if i commented on her driving. then she's turning right and there's a little break in between the pedestrians so she decides to go. this is at the same time as a little boy decides to run out in front of us. we so nearly almost hit him. it was horrible. anyway. everyone lived. i now know that leving a bit early and taking the bus is the best plan. i was thinking about how easily we could have actually hit him. and how easily people die young everyday. my class seemed so trivial after that. anyway. i am now stuck on reflecting on life. last night i went to see "girl interrupted". it was very good. i wish i was winonna ryder. now she looks like a doll. the movie actually made me think that being insane might be fun. you could do whatever you wanted nd it wouldn't matter b/c everyone would already know you were crazy. but then if i went insane i wouldn't be myself anymore. -di "i respect those who have faith even though they are ignorant" -hemingway +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@missprint.org". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@missprint.org". WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+