Even though I am just a 15-year old swedish girl, I feel with all of you. The telly have been having a specialevening, with just clips and guests. All the musicchannels have taken back their shows or stuff like that to show their respect. In this time - when I allow myself to say that I think that all of us have been thinking about WW3 and stuff like that - It´s good to have sinister. Just people at all. But just knowing that all of you out there, from all over the world, are together. I´ve talked loads on the phone tonight with my friends, but still, i don´t think i´ve really gotten it. I was at the youth club when one of the leaders, Richard, who always have to joke, shouted "Pentagon-on fire-terrorists-WTC!" I just thought "Oh lovely, he´s acually gone mental" but then we all went to the telly room, and saw. One of the other leaders, and also my friend, Robin said: "I think I have to go out of this room, instantly. Or else I will cry". I´ve cried tonight, very much, but It´s just when i cry that I actually realise. Elsehow, It´s just a sick and absurd dream that I am sure that I will wake up from any minute now. Just being together really helps. I promise. Prayig for you all Astrid xxx _________________________________________s_p_r_a_y_ Här börjar Internet! Skaffa gratis e-mail och gratis Internet på http://www.spray.se Ring upp till 70% billigare med Spray Smart http://www.spray.se/smart/allman +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+