this is in reference to #sinister chat on the beginnings of 2 June I am unhappy I got blood on the tracks. I saw a leviathan dark sail over the sun then the bright, golden void stroke from the other side later chemins du fer and rule becomes the role of iron and the sidings became sided went way of sadness: nihil-est we know, way-wrong west is a peculiar of torture we are apparently devising in beliefs confined to however many keys we can type in the moment there is no express: the paper coffee cups ran out stumbling, lurching hulks of machismo hope derailed stumbling, lurching hulks of machismo hope get this vast bulk of train back on the tracks I cannot prove this commitment since Siberia where sixteen of us carried a child's shoot, swimming down a fast and shallow muddy river: it was an easy thing to do, a heroic thing in which to be involved; well I don't believe it but it might devise rhetoric blank from the above Far greater are my torments of not only my mind; But the minds of now not nameless others It is a form of interrelationship Which carries the same substance as all other forms; Commitment to the troubles of faith. I have none: Have you? Gordon there are lines of music which dance around our faith: they perform and subsist: they live in a meta-tenor... other sound or way of being human... a sigh or cry of delight! Some of us do not cling to these things so much as see it as a natural part:; not delicacy: necessity. I am learning. I am learning not to be arch about your things; nor do I wish to understand in the completeness of controlling the inventiveness in you... please accept my apology for the offence my ego blasts... I have resolved the dichotomy; this is not the matter and, as you say: be unconcerned with it. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+