...but i dont thinnk thats particularly important FIRSTLY........ On the everending topic of love, i have a few brief words to say! Love is amazing........basically I DONT want to understand it before i die I was in love last year, with a girl at my school. She sat next to me in German and on my table in Graphics. I saw her a lot and whenever i did, i couldn't manage to say anything interesting to her. This was frustrating for me as she had absolutely no idea what was going on in my head. Because of my unfathomable lack of communcation (all or my conversations were about Soul and R+B which i quickly became an expert in) she would probably never have found out. But as it was, i kinda slipped up when talking to a friend and the word of my love for her spreaded like a bush-fire (never seen one of those but it sounds pretty fast). It carried around school for about a week and nearly ended up in me hitting some fool (had i been a less fiery red-head). Well, to cut a long story shorter, i found out that she didnt feel the same way - "She like you, chris, but not in that way" - i was informed. There-ended a close friendship that i thought mighta resulted in my first true love. Since then (about 18 months ago) i havent really had a real conversation with the poor girl and am gradually growing to forget about those days. I dont know how this relates to the topic of a "perfect partner" but i do know that when i was in love, i thought about this girl at least EVERY HOUR! Maybe you can judge YOUR love of someone by *how often you find yourself thinking about them*! Just a thought Im only young and this may be way off the mark and a load of pish to all you experienced lovers out there!(?) SECONDLY....... I just wanted to say that y'all should get ICQ (www.icq.com - probably). I was only allowed to start writing rubbish to y'all yesters and ive already added 3 new peeps to my address book. The feeling of (automatically) fitting in with something (rather,anything) is gr8! grrrrrr THIRDLY...... Just wondering how much alcohol you peeps drunk when you were 17(?) I ask because i seem to be drinking far tooooooo much every night and it cant be doing me much good! For example, since starting this email, my bladder has caught up with me and ive been to the toilet twice! Sorry for having to tell you that! FOURTHLY...... Y'know, there was an MP (Member of Parliament for those who arent in sweltering england (sweltering=bloody boiling btw)) who died a few years back!!!?! The cause of death was "Auto-erotic_asphixiation" (sorry bout the spelling) which made me think! I found out the other day that this meant that he suffocated whiles wanking! The idea is that you have a plastic bag over your head whilst you perform the dirty deed and that a hormone is released, it apparently heightens the "pleasure". Dont know why i just told y'all that but i thought you might like to learn something interesting today! Please forgive me(?) Thats my lot for this hour! MY NAME IS NOT GRAEME as this email might be trying to tell you It is Chris_t_opher mailto:christ_t_opher@yahoo.com ICQ # 44383377 "Why live in the world when you can live in your head?" - Jarvis Cocker (everyone should own Pulp INTRO!!! damnit!) +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+