this whole pink cardigan fluffy kitten image is bad,but the other end of

GENEVIEVIE! says, like a true Sybil: (not the multi-personalited ones, but the prophetic version) the spectrum is just as dreadfully boring."badasses" with no fear who only talk about a)latest "wild" drug adventures b) rebellious sex adventures c)their syphilis and being bloated on a toilet

...can get pretty lame as well.

well what do we have here since i've been gone. and it's genevieve with the voice of righteousness. babe. you're making me cry here! stop it. preach on sister woman. No. this gets me, and hard. what's all that about trying to make ourselves appear tough? what is so WRONG about liking pretty music? it doesn't define your whole being. as for me--i'd prefer to be on the side of the fluffy cardigans and hello kitties, when what we've got otherwise is really twice as tiresome, if you're gonna take it as some sort of gospel. at least the other way you can be nice to each other.....and not have to be self conscious. i use all small letters, you knwo why? cos i'm a crappy typist and lazy to boot. BOO to anyone who is so stuck on themselves and how other ppl see them, that they freak out if anyone intimates they like fuzzy critters and flying kites. you can have yr jack daniels AND listen to MaryJo and bawl like a baby. i dont' see why the two are mutually exclusive. and who cares anyway. be yourself for god's sake. is it SO hard? HEY OH to the SW posse--tom and erin and anyone else. as i've just received my admissions letter and so WILL in all likelihood be migrating to Tempe this august. maybe i shall see you all sometime oui?? i'm very glad that i wasn't at a B/S show, for once in my life. i think if i'd witnessed the tantrum in Dublin i'd probably have been inconsolable. it bothers me in a very real sense when people around me are in a bad mood--eithe rmad or sad. i probably would have cried, or at least been very upset for the rest of the night. eek. let's just hope it was refreshing and cathartic to stuart, and that whatever it was got fixed up. i know when i'm pissed off i have the urge to throw and break thingsj--i just usually don't, because i love my guitars too much. i throw the remote control, or a pillow or something. not really too satisfying. once i got mad and accidentally shattered a glass against my wall. now THAT was some good venting. i've just had the luxury of hearing the gentle waves gig in london thanks to special people in my network of confidantes. it's so lovely. it makes me feel good. it's like a musical version of st johns wort, or whatever...it just washes away all your worries, like sesame street. and the kinky love doesnt' exactly hurt, either. i found myself thinking there should be a whole album of kinky love....like the 'bel version of Barry White. then i realized that would be pretty perverted. as my friend said "she sounds like she's five years old" enough said. i am filled with shame. *SIGH* tiggermilk yes. i had a tigers milk bar today. everyone should try them. they'r emade in salt lake city!! a Jehovahs witness was at my house today. she was a really nice older lady, she didn't stay long, so i didn't mind. it made me smile. maybe i'm just a twee fucker. OOPS! in other news that no one cares about, i GOT THE DIGITS. yes it's going to be summer fun in a beat up datsun, for art girly and MOI. i did it. i made the crush tape, i delivered, i kept the pressure on, i dressed to impress. and she's hooked this time. sinister love baby. photo jenny gets em every time. okay. i love all of you right now, because life can be good now and then when you get accepted to college, and your lust object smiles at you like Lady and the Tramp before they suck up that last string of linguini, you know what i'm talking about. well i love ALMOST all of you, we won't be too hasty. and i love my mummy. i need one right now. you shouldn't be too hard on mummy, bobby. think of al the things she does for you. she makes you dinner. she washes your clothes. she wiped your ASS when you were droooling all over the place and had nothing better to do than play with your muchrod. she put you in this world, and she can TAKE YOU OUT!!! badaBING. as has already been demonstrated. Mick is the coolest in a kilt. LJ http://www.members.tripod.com/rebelstrange The boat that brings us here will crack beneath your weight. This is territory you cannot invade. "I'll go and play with words and pictures" SAVE MST3K!!!! http://www.mst3kinfo.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+