well well, here i am again. i haven't posted for ages and there are many reasons for this (none of them to do with the list, don't think this is going to be a maony post) anyway i've had a truely up and down month. there has never been a worse start to a month in my life. now you probably think that this is going to be some sort of bedsit infamy sort of worse start but its not. a friend of mine called johan was killed in a car crash in june. he was 21. we weren't all that close but that makes no difference. this sort of thing can really change you. i've been in loads of car crashes but no one has ever been hurt so why him? it is aweful seeing the effect it is having on the people that were his best friends. kev has always been a sensitive type and now he's become really intreverted. i don't see how i can help him. sorry for posting such unhappiness but needed to get it off my chest. on a lighter note (doesn't that sound out of place?!?) i /ve just got back from a short holiday in cornwall. i think some time in the country always does me good. the problem is staying in such a pretty place i get a really romanticised vision of the people that live their, then i find out they're just the same sort of types that i get in suburbia, only wiith worse dress sense. a typical outfit would be ben sherman shirt with tracksuit bottoms. if scarlet were reading this she'd be horified! the best solution is to ignore the natives, internalise and become more poetic than usual. wrote loads while i was out there. anyway thats enough for now much love robert smith ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+