Hello, I haven't posted in a few days and now I'm fucking evil... great. Will's post mentioned cliffs and people dying. I haven't seen that said cliff, but I keep having this image of this great big green bare hill with a cliff in the middle. I am very fond of great big green bare hills. I remember a few months ago driving along a stretch of motorway on my way to scotland and I had to pass through these stretches of bare, endless green hills, and how I were tempted to just park the car on the side and take a hike up the hill and just lay there, and watch the sky, and forget about my worries. I would be the only person in this great landscape, just me, to escape from the loneliness of being alone in the crowd, and instead to be in my own little kingdom, to claim this hill as my own, for a day, a week, forever. It may have been the soundtrack in the car, I think I have watched too many cheesy music videos, and whenever I hear a song I would always imagine that I am living inside a film, where the song I'm hearing is the soundtrack, and just as I were passing the hills, a few songs came on, and I did feel like that, well, if I'm to ever end my life, it would be there, on the hill, alone, where I will be forever in peace, and not be found. A simple end to a simple life, I guess. Then, a few days later, I was in the biggest music video of it all, in the middle of a Belle & Sebastian concert, as they played "We Rule the School", I knew that was it, pictures of my life just flashed in front of my eyes, as if I was dying, and indeed, I felt as if I was about to die. As tears of mourning dropped a new person was born, no more will he be hurt by the stupid things in his life, for the old Ken is dead, and the new Ken is just going to take life as it comes, with his tongue in (his own) cheek. He will still go up to the hills on his own, but he will remember to bring food this time, so he can be a king of the hill that lives for more than 10 days. I have no idea whether this new Ken is evil or not, but he is very drunk and probably why sent a post to sinister that means absolutely fuck all. Ah Well. Apparently people have to mention Ken a few times in their posts now, I think I've done my fair share already this time, doesn't hurt to say it again tho, "Ken Chu". Ken and Red Bulls Ken +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+