I hate these people that did this. I hate them for killing. I hate them for making me feel hate...and anger..and disgust. I'm in boston where apparently two planes were hijacked one of them crashed into the second tower. I've gone through the mental panic of going through all my friends and loved ones trying to recall if any of them were going to LA or flying out of Logan at all today or this week or this month... I hate not knowing.. I know i'm not very twee....I don't like courdoroy, or plaid and i like heavier music like Rodan and June of '44 as well as beautiful music like B&S. and now I feel hurt and hate and disgust at being a human. Even if the buildings had been completely empty this would have bothered me terribly. There's a thin veneer on all of us that keeps us civilized. I know people look at the WTC and see greed and corruption and capitalism and oppression but acknowledging those things I still always see civilization, common achievment and pride. Not some jingoistic nationalism, I've felt the same in London and Edinburgh and Montreal other cities...it's this ability to live together and hold up civilization and prevent us for being atavistic base mammals. I'm sorry. i don't post very often and i know you probably don't care about my emotional turmoil. but a spleen venting was needed. I hope you all are safe cause there's really no security right now. jeff.

From: "Brier Random" <brier@flavia.com> Reply-To: "Brier Random" <brier@flavia.com> To: "Sinister" <sinister@missprint.org> Subject: Sinister: Is it War? Date: Tue, 11 Sep 2001 11:05:26 -0700

Feels like it. Waiting for the next blow, not knowing where or when... things are quiet on the west coast so far.

My friend who lives in the shadow of the Towers stood on her fire escape and watched the 2nd plane slam into the building, and watched both towers crumble.

Panic of possible bio-chemicals is the talk of the city now. Unconfirmed though.

I was dreaming about Woody Allen this morning, as this was happening. Then I woke up to the ringing phone, and all this.

All those lives. And that skyline, never ever the same again.

Love to you all, and everyone hit by this.

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