Sinister: I have a secret,i intend to keep it that way
Hello my lovely wee pies, First: Sorry.... I seen Amelie a week or so ago. It was just lovely. I think it might be my favourite film ever,i'm going to go see it again soon. It had this innocent quality. Well not the film really. Amelie. She was an adorable wee thing. My friend told me though that he took someone and they said it was okay but it should have been dubbed in english. That saddened me,i'm not sure why. It would just take something away i think. Anyway,go and see it. It's fabulous. Someone said that my posts were *very* personal and well i guess they are, they're me in a way in a nice little condensed format. I guess i can't write any other way but well to use something im certain must be a cliche from my heart straight onto the page. I think sometimes it feels like im putting a little part of my soul into the post and sometimes it could be made better but for the most part im loathe to chage it. To tone down the personalness,to change the things i feel in my heart to somehow make them better. I do try and make them understandable of course but if i look at a paragraph and go oh im sure i could make that better or funnier or inspiring i usually don't,it feels as if i'd be destroying something if i did,the part of the post that contains me and not just words. I think i should mention B&S in this one so i will. I'm going to see them,so there! I think seeing B&S at christmas time will be terribly special and lovely and will make christmas extra special. Not just B&S will make it special though,more than that. On that note, im trying to give everyone something that's special,or more importantly special to me for my christmas so im giving away my copy of tigermilk to someone now THAT'S special. I must rush out and buy one straight away. I think Tigermilk is my favourite B&S album. It kind of got me through sixth year where i had to spend an hour and a half each day in the "common room". Which meant i sat for an hour and a half with people that i disliked lots and who probably wanted to eat my liver and hear them talking about trance music and buckfast and snogging wee slappers and fighting too. I could just put my minidisc player on and turn it up so i couldn't hear anyone and then mr murdoch and co. could soothe me for a while at least. School wasn't fun. Anyway yes giving tigermilk away i am and i hope the person see's it as a special gesture. Speaking of specialness: Lindsey Baker. Before. Before she spoke about rumours. I won't quote her. Gossiping is grate fun,it's such a lovely pastime. Just ask the sinister sewing circle. Sitting in their rocking-chairs crocheting bookmarks and going: Oh did you see Isobel's bum last week it must be about <-----------------> this big. Sheesh. hehe But. Rumours. They're different. They can grow and mutate. A snippet here.A snippet there. Put it together and make a story. It looks like it fits so it must. But it doesn't. Add 2 and 2 and make 5. People get hurt. I've been there,everyone has im sure. Rumours banded about on buses between silly wee girls about me and friend-girls. Traded for a rumour about an illicit affair i'm sure. Rumours about best friends and girlfriends. More recently. Too. People i hold dear to me have been hurt. Maybe more than two. Life's bigger than that. Okay i'm going to leave you in peace now,i feel compelled to write about the stars and i shan't bore you with that. Not yet anyway. Love and hugs and chocolate Danny xxx _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+
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Danny Farrell