well first of all, i'm embarrassed. i dont' remember exactly what i may have said, i dont' think i made too big a fool of myself. but i dont' want to be caught speculating about the sexual orientations of people i don't even know....so if i said anythign dumb, i was joking. as i often am. it's ok, we often wonder......a lack of actual personal experience can just make you gossipy and fantasizing about stupid things.....as i'm sure many of us know. (oops!) thanks paul....i think....anyway it's nice to be noticed. GAWD i think i would be so embarrassed if the band read this stuff...i can't help it. i'm 21 going on 12 years of age. and keep getting more immature by the minute. apologies to lovely Isobel for my ridiculous gushing......(gushing, oozing, other disgusting things..) and everyone hold your noses and keep the peppermint candies handy (always worked for me anyway..) cos there's more sickness coming. Does anyone know how to change Outlook xpress so your name comes up different in emails? i hate how it says "Lesley J. Miller" that's so dorky. so anyone who wants to address me can do so as lesley Jo, or whatever. at lleast, my fantasy is to legally eradicate my last name. so there. i think it's nifty we have celebrities on there, like messr. thomas (wave) and the chick from Scaredy Cat stalker....and Brian jOnes!! woo-hoo! i know i'm new here but this is the most email fun i have ever had, you all are a bunch of clever sods, for sure.....entertaining conversation always. B&S merit such wit, i would assume.... and now.........(cheesy drum roll)....... MY ULTRA-POP , ISOBEL-INSPIRED SOPPY BALLAD!!! (lyrics only, at least thus far) ....but it was inspired by dear isobel along with many other life wrenching factors... I got a rainy day friend and she doesnt' understand I want to be tied down, dont' have the strength to run around I never saw anyone else Until i saw wee Isobel MOre empty than i've been all year and the birds just fly away from you around here... and no one smiles like Photo Jenny round here... I'd rather be in hell than never speak to my Isobel But i blew it and I'm already there.... As she walks away You know it's the last time I'm getting on an airplane and i can't even say Goodbye I had a star, but she's left me here to die and now the world is so big, there's no place to hide So i'm looking for some things to sell I'll run away to find my Isobel I'd rather live in hell than lose my chance with Isobel Even if it kills me, at least i won't be here... If i end up in hell, send a postcard to sweet Isobel And tell her i know it's hard to notice anything from behind a cello ******************************** o'c you all know what poetic license is....so you can safely assume i willnot actually run away and stalk anyone. for one thing, i'm much too poor and too much of a scaredy-cat. (I'd get my heart broken anyway, i think she goes for the boys if i'm not mistaken..;) comments, suggestions, song requests, bags full of vomit, hate mail, etc. can all be sent to me... lesley Jo +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". For list archives and searching, list rules, FAQ, poor jokes etc, see http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +---+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" +---+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+