Mm, Saturday. I woke up early, thinking ‘It’s my day off, what a fantastic piece of luck, I can watch SMTV Live’. However, after polishing off the pitiful crumbs in the biscuit tin, I fell asleep until noon. Silly me. Youn said:

When I read Alix Campbell's posts I think of Morvern Callar

I’m not sure if this is good or bad as I’m a uneddercated sort that hasn’t bothered to read anything vaguely topical since 1987. Someone mail me privately about it. I, of course shall be attending the picnic on the 20th of May, but only because my flatmates think I have lots of friends and I have to make it look like I have a social life. Mind you, telling them I’m going up a hill may not convince them. It is also the day before I leave teenage life FOREVER. I can still remember my tenth birthday and there’s no way that ten years have passed already. I demand a recount. Velcro shoes have come back and are leaving again, aren’t they? They must be if I have a pair, which I do. I ate baked beans for months because I spent too much on them. Not because I really really desperately wanted the shoes, just because I’m not good at planning ahead. I never did like shoelaces though, and I’ll still be wearing the Acupunctures well after everyone has thrown them onto the pyre of last season. I was reading the digest just now, and I read my last post, and I don’t remember writing most of it. I have a terrible memory. It was like reading something from years ago. The human mind is an Absolute Crazy thing. I had odd dreams last night, involving Buffy TVS (it was Sarah Michelle Gellar’s B/day on Friday. She was 23. The chap who plays Xander is actually 29. How madcap is that?) and a secret society stretching many years into the past and future. I am glad that I am not too familiar with my unconscious. I can’t think of anything else to say now. Don’t you hate it when you’re supposed to be angry with someone, then they ring up and you forget and you’re nice to them? Byebye lixi ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+