hi everyone. i am coming off of one mutha of a crazy weekend. i jetted off to dublin at the invitation of gavin friday. we stopped by the brazen head to share a pint with some friends of his. then daniel lanois approached me and asked that i co-produce the new U2 album with he and Brian Eno. ok, that so did not happen. actually i went out for stuffed french toast with my friend katie. then i stayed round the house rolling around on my tummy ball and watching movies. i watched, in no particular order

From a Whisper to a Scream: The History of Irish Music

An Affair to Remember (which always makes me bawl my eyes out) Never Been Kissed ( I love this movie) Pygmalion Written in the Wind Sleepless in Seattle Tom and Jerry: The best cat and mouse moments Office Space (I believe you have my stapler) If you haven't seen this movie, GO NOW!!!! you can find it at most video shoppes to rent or you can buy it for about $15. Cabaret The Secret Garden Jaysus, what a pathetic weekend. In my defense, I was sick. I didn't even go to my Amnesty International meeting last night. :o( I also came to a conclusion this weekend. I spent a lot of time in my head, milling around thoughts and trying to reach some sort of conclusion about the direction my life is headed in. I *think* i have decided that, in order to get out of all of my medical financial woes, i must declare bankruptcy. for the past 9 months i have been trying to get my medical bill paid down, trying to get caught up/ahead on the credit card bills that fell behind due to buying meds and the like. i have gotten nowhere. i send all of this money out each month, and find myself in more trouble than i was in before. it's funny how things happen. this time last year, i had immaculate credit. not a single blemish. if someone would have come up to me and said "by march of next year, you will be totally destitute and will have crushed your entire financial being" i would have laughed directly in their face and said "no way hose b! i am really responsible, really careful. that would NEVER happen to me!" i suppose its one of those never say never things. i am sort of relieved about this though. i mean, a couple of years from now, my credit will be perfect again. i can buy a house. go to ireland and england. plus, the absent the weight of financial stress, i'll probably feel better physically. whatever i need to tell myself. i still feel like an absolute failure. i mean, i am more than reasonably intelligent. i was in mensa for christ sake. at least i can take pride in knowing that i am really good at fucking my life up. anyway. enough of that. time to go and put the little 'un down for a nap. hi to eoin, whose name i can pronounce correctly thank you very much. and to sean :o) ....no one ever said the luck o' the irish was good... ~stine __________________________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Tax Center - forms, calculators, tips, more http://taxes.yahoo.com/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+