(i cant get it on the library) I kicked a stone and had a thought. Scuffed another stone and thought again. Throwing one into the road i noticed the familiar cracks and shapes that you see ever morning and every evening, they're recognisable but you never mention them, they are just always there. Some of them look like islands or animals, if you moved away you wouldn't recall them you would just notice new ones. i'd walked this stretch too many times and knew far too much about what went on here. I could calculate that if i left my house at 6:55 in the morning i would cross and old man walking his dog by the post box. I would reach the bus stop at 7:00 hours to be greeted with the company of a rather over affectionate business couple and a ginger accountant who was on the verge of some kind of upset. i also knew that if the man with the dog past me at the corner, i was highly likely to miss my bus. It had been a good 5 months since i had been here but everything was horribly similar. The houses and the colour of their bricks,the shitty bus service and me; i hadnt really changed and that pisses me off. There was one difference though, the absence of some local folk around my age, who seemed to be on my wavelength ( a rare occurance around these parts). You see, they had talent and were in a band, and now they're supporting the likes of Ocean colour Scene. It looks like they're gonna be massive, so i pretty much know that i wont see them staggering around these street again, because if they've got any sense they would have hired a van and be livin it "large" somewhere else, anywhere else but this place. I saw them afew times at a college band night where i sneeked in some alcohol, which is perhaps why they cancelled it the following year and at the charlotte. They always had the energy of a brass band on speed and seemed to know where they were going, i wish i could say the same. (At this point i went to bed) +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+