Well,I was thinking about "the song makes me cry" It's not a sad song. I cried when I saw my Brother's wedding. Because of beauty and joy ! Not sad. The song I listed up in my mind were Twiggy - When I think of you Pizzicato Five - tokyo-paris/ma vie,I'ete de vie Doris - you made a fool of me B&S - get me away from here I'm dying Denki Groove - niji Ben Lee - grammercy park hotel Let's cut last 2 songs because this song were "too beautiful" kind of selection. Sorry but that's it. I cried A LOT in these songs. When I'm listening these, I think of my blody X- whoever or my crazy hopeless life. Or my boy friendS I miss.(isn't this matter goes to "too beautiful" thnigy?) The word is relate to my life as "My favorite record end so fast every time." pizzicato5 Everything have end, makes me cry. I know but that. I live happy life nothing is changing absolute. As usual,I'm highly optimisic. "My car crushed in LA" - none of us harts = good, good experiments! "I can't take language class10 weeks in Washington States because of visa stuff" - I don't need to live boring days in boreing village such a long time. = good! (if it was LA, not good) And I still can go to see Brian Jonestown. So~ next is HAPPY SONG? Did I made you sad? Oh sorry I'll send you happy song later. ayaXX ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . Listen, this is pish, I think I'll leave -----------------------------------------------------------------------