hi hi hi! Doh, I have just had a really daft experience. A man has just knocked on the door, and said 'FISH MAN FISH WITH A DIFFERENCE!" I just said 'noooooo' and he said 'OK' and wandered off, strange man! I've suddenyl decided I am pissed off cos everyone in my house has been ylling at me, Korny is being a tosser and annyoing everyone again. You know how he is is 'oh i sashed my wrists again i was a bit depressed' and he shows EVERYONE in the fucking pub for crying our loud as if it is a pub conversation. that really pisses me off. you know, i never thougt suicide and self mutilation are subjects to be shown off! i mean, you don't walk about with scars on show to say 'ooh look at me i am so fucked', i mean, i hide it and not even fucking YOU were meant to know! And I've been singing a mix between Rick Astley and Dead Yanke Drawll all day! Racheal H was sining Rick, not ME! And frankie was making up is his own ickle tunes in his head, aaw he's a sweetie! Which reminds me he's STILL got to lend me Mornington Crescent. I llove Girl a....but don't know the est of it, except 'you don't sparkle in my eyes', which he says its the same as t'original. So how are you? And more to the point how is Clarey? You lookes tres happy last time i saw you......speaking of which...Ben and Rachel.... :) yup, fiinally he asked hr out but nothing has happened since then as far as i know. Tis all Arlets fault. But I blame Arlet for everything, her and NIN...just cos Ben fucking likes them, but they are not good they are sit, and I wish |Trout Reznor would have a different name now doh that name is just sillly. hey hey, i got my website up so go visit it! http://www.elsato97.demon.co.uk theres only a bit up and its very under construction cos i dunno how to do pics but Matt says he has a friend who knows everything and he wants to write a few things to put up. At college they're having a boycott on Friday 13th against the fees. Miller and Matt i think are hetting some ofthe Socialist worker lot down, and he's just started puting theposters up. I think they're just protesting outside the gates. Greg (the ginger one) says its pointless, and the only way is by mass attention. but its got to start SOMEWHERE. I feel so inefeeectual you know, as if theres a lot WE can do. fuck, get this. they're trying to stop out bus passes. aint that ace. It costs me 3.40 a day to get into Preston, as if i can afoord that every day. I dunno if its appening next year, we haven't got a letter yet but Katie has. And its bad nough for me, its 3.85 from Lytham, people who live really way out just aren't gonna get the chance to get to college cos they phsically can't! And the council should know that cos the Fylde is pretty spread out anyway!!! I think its fucking disgraceful. well, thats me ant over for now, see you! are you coming down on thursday? Jude gave me a ticket to go see Watershed at Penwortham wedensday to review them, but i can't really afford to get to Penwortham. Fucking hell, I'm great aren't i!! i mean i want to go cos matt and zerry are going but...speaking of which z was really depressed and upset today, i dunno why.... I'M GOING NOW BYE!!!!!!! Yours faithfully, the beautiful only slightly homicidal Sarah "Sounds off the wall I know, but consider this. If you take the complete musical output of a generation, the whole damn lot, then don't you have something? A kind of soul perhaps. The soul of a generation. I mean, it's in there in the music. We all know it's in the music, somewhere, right. Anybody who's ever really listened knows it's there. Somewhere." ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . We're all happy bunnies humming happy bunny tunes. Aren't we? -----------------------------------------------------------------------