I had a strange dream last night that Montenegro attacked Serbia. I have no idea where it came from, although I do know it must be loosely related to the recent news that Serbia would not block an attempt by Montenegro to leave the Yugoslav union, but still, it kind of creeps me out that I dream of things like that. Obligatory B & S content: My friend Ian from high school really loves B & S. He tends to be vocal about this when I force him to listen. I think it's kind of amusing that metal heads referred to B & S as pretentious when metalheads are some of the most pretentious "motherfuckers" I know. I'm sorry there are only so many songs you can write with three chords and a "horrific" voice before they all blend together. And the names? Cradle of Filth? Megadeth? Christ, how much more pretentious can you get? Hey, I'm a belle and sebastian fan, and yet I like Tool. There I've said it. Quick Brandt's reaching his breaking point update. Yesterday while enjoying a slice of pizza I bit my finger very hard and got upset. I realized how everything in my life is building and piling and I need to fix it. But most of it I can't fix alone. Liz is over compensating right now--We got in a huge fight thursday night after I accused her of spending too much time on the phone with a guy she had been seeing and taking me for granted. We spent a lot of the weekend together. That thursday made me realize how confused she is about everything though. She swears up and down that she doesn't want a huge commitment and yet when I tell her we should be together she says : Tell me how the rest of our life is going to work out. And I don't have that kind of foresight. But what she has gotten me to do is start trying to see the future and I don't like it. Like I say I get a girlfriend. Do you think that I will be able to remain as close as I am to her right now? And if she leaves in 3 years, will we remain as close if I'm not in tow? I doubt it. I'm not trying to be a jerk, it's just the way i know things would go. What's a boy to do? Brandt +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+