hello people. i too am still having weird dreams. last nights was the sort of scary dream that you wake up from expecting to see some dark shadowy creature looming over you. as long as dreams don't come true (and from my experience they don't) i should be ok. poor sweetie. i think we all snap sometimes. maybe meditation would be good. i hear it can work wonders. of course i am too lazy and too busy to try it myself. today i saw my boss start to cry. it was not fun. i wanted to give her a hug but i don't think you can really hug your boss. i watched the tv show freaks and geeks the other night. it was really good. it makes me wish i could redo childhood though (except for the fact that i was miserable until 15 or so). i can remember going to school with geeks just like the ones on the show and was i ever nice to them?...no. somehow i was one of the cool kids. i think it was b/c i was friends with the girls on my street and they were cool so it was by assoc. yet i was a scrawny painfully shy disagreeable little brat so without them i would have been lost. i just read everyones posts. somehow i felt that i had something interesting to say but i guess i was mistaken. to all the boys who are confused about what girls want the answer is sincere adoration. now if your letting her know that she is the ultimate woman does not work then she obviously does not reciprocate your feelings. then it's time to move on until you find someone who thinks you are the ultimate man in return. i am thinking of actually placing a list crush. i have been biding my time. reading the posts. i notice that it is very hard to convey irony over e-mail. i take everything everyone says literally. even when i shouldn't. ok. i'm going. -di "i respect those who have faith even though they are ignorant" -hemingway +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@missprint.org". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@missprint.org". WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+