dear sinister yes i know you've heard from me enough this week...but seriously, who can help but write to such beautiful people as yourselves? especially when the mind is going on into overdrive with the billions of emotions and all their own slight characteristics that make them individually known? did that make sense? anyway, i have thin skin when it comes to my heart. whatever i feel, it shows like a red balloon on a sunny day. ...at least i'm brave. since i last posted with my distress, things have begun to mend themselves. it didn't take long, as not many things in my life do... efficiency, simplicity. that is the key. that is how i'm built. go in. come out. success? maybe. (don't be perverted you silly people WAHA :-) at any rate, it rained a lot today. a lot a lot. but i mustered up my courage and went out in it. i bought some hiking boots. oh yes, this mountain girl will return. i don't know how or when or for how long. the answer to the question "why" is certain though. why do i keep talking about myself?!? i hate talking about myself too much. let's talk about you. what's up in your life? i would say we could talk about others, but god who wants to gossip? especially at this hour! (insert surprised giddy giggle here <short and sharp, like your favorite pencil>). aight. the point of this post. are you ready? ...i can't hear you!!! ARE YOU READY?? (haha) so i put "i'm waking up to us" in the cd player tonight. i haven't especially listened to it all that much since i purchased it. but it was a random call on my part... and wouldn't you know it: the track "marx and engels" played. i mean it's your classic b&s. the sound, the beat, the harmony vocals, the whole shabang of how it's put together, it's signature sound overall. and yet. AND YET. it's the ending, man. it's that fabulous piano with the faint hinting of flute......... it's stolen my heart. yeah. that was the point of this post. sorry it took so long to arrive at. but why apologize? i'm an american. i've got rights! (insert snickering from the peanut gallery here) funky rainy love to you all, may sunshine pour in your hearts and through all the drum beats of your souls. ---your mountain mama sweetheart X "The differences between what you hope for and what you end up receiving are part of what makes the outside, the hoped for, worthwhile...and beautiful." ---the Lovely Lou http://www.care2.com - Get your Free e-mail account that helps save Wildlife! +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+