i have just been able to hear wrong love as my very kind flatmate downloaded realplayer 5 or whatever and now its running through my head a very fitting soundtrack to the mopey kind of afternoon i seem to be having... especially 'im not what i could be/ i need a true love...' the weather here in los angeles has been dodgy at best of late = rainy then sunny nearly every other day and on the rainy days all i want to do is stay in bed and that is what sort of day it is today its tiring... ach! listen to me - nothing but complaining... its just that im feeling rather dreadfully lonesome only i cant be bothered to talk to anyone... i dont know what this is all about too many worries about school and then grad school after that (as i am one who is in school now and not able to get enough of it really enjoying learning and reading about things and almost wishing i had been in longer in university that is because ive still so much to learn and being young i feel dreadfully behind only i know that i am fairly far ahead for someone of my age that being 19 only and nearly finished with my junior year) but im going out dancing tonight and so that promises to possibly entertaining enough to shake me out of this slump... does anyone else hear songs that they absolutely love and yet cannot bear to listen to because the songs make them too sad? and which songs are these? sometimes belle and sebastian makes me feel this way... i think that 'wrong love' could be one of them... my this is long isnt it? i must go away now take care! allison ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . Listen, this is pish, I think I'll leave -----------------------------------------------------------------------