From what I can see I think he is going to take his life soon. He has already started to give away all of his possessions, including his music collection this is horribly disturbing. I don't know what to do. I don't believe that any one should have control over others lives I believe

Fellow list-ees, I find my self feeling utterly helpless. I could really use some advise, or others opinions. I have a friend who is 28 he is about 6 years older than me. that it should be any ones right to off them selves if they so decide to. But I can't sit back and remain passive. I guess I am being selfish. I don't want to loose his friendship. But I'm not related to him, I can't have him committed-and I don't think it would keep him from killing himself when he was released. I can try to call his family-but I know his relationship with them is not to great-and I have never met them. Then there is his ex girlfriend but I have never met her, It would be awkward and im not sure it would help. what im most afraid of is my trying to get him help and him finding out and killing him self sooner. I could really use some advise. I can already see the blood on my hands.... I stayed up with him all night I left around 5am because I had to leave for work at 530am. -because of this I am not going to the sonic youth show tonight. If there is some one in the wash, Arlington, falls church area who wants a ticket and has transportation to skyline mall mail me and you can have it. I am disappointed that I will miss Kim and thurston but some things are more important. please any advise would be appreciated. im sorry to post just to ask for some thing. Thank you, Alix. "You know .... the worst sin in the world is disloyalty. You wouldn't lie to me... would you, Little Wooden Boy?"(TICK) +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+