oh it has gone on too long - i think there should be an appropriate length of time to do the greiving thing - and i think i may have rearched the limits - after about one week of sitting around - not doing anything but classes and pineing away for the one i love - i am feeling like - i might be a little over it - i woke up today and it was not the first thing i thought about - is anyone else tired of this current cold snap - my god - i felt like i woke up outside this morning as my room was a blustry 60 degrees - thanks to my drunk roommate shutting down the furnace cause he thought it was too hot - so i got up and - i actually feel well today - perhaps i will go out and do something - maybe i will eat as well - i feel mostly like a hamburger - something greasy to get my heart moving again - but i still do not think that i can handle too much - my bed is still a looming comfort for me - and i will probably be back in it within three hours of this post but i do belive i am beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel - which is about the best news in the world for me - i want to send all the love i can muster to ~stine for talking to me oh so much - it is quite interesting that we are somewhat in the same situation - thank you so much it has meant alot to me - all the rest of my love to you all - s.lord ------------------------------------------------------ what we place most hopes upon, generally proves most fatal - vicar of wakefield _________________________________________________________________ MSN 8 with e-mail virus protection service: 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/virus +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+