hello darlings, well here i am, on a friday night, i just got home from watching the kids, and ive had a more fun evening than i would have had if i would have went out with any of my friends. i like kids. i mean sure sometimes they arent fun, but for the most part i really love them and cant wait to have my own kid some day. today when i went there, i was upset (am i ever not upset these days?), and i started crying a little bit, so the little three year old tried to comfort me, and he told me that he would beat up whoever made me sad. =)...i have two days with no school and i am just going to stay in the house and sleep and not talk to anyone. my friend called me today and the last time i talked to him he was quite rude. today my dear sinisterees, i have reached my breaking point. no more will i endure other people shite. i don't deserve to be treated bad by anyone, and i refuse to converse with anyone who wont treat me with anything but respect. so he called and said whats up and i proceeded to tell him off and scream and it was liberating. i am buying a new address book for all my telephone numbers and i am burning my old one. i am only going to keep very few numbers. i dont even like most of the people i associate with so the answer is to stop talking to everyone. i will just meet new people but actually if i dont i really dont give a flying fuck. i enjoy being alone and not having to deal with people and their annoying little attitudes. today is the start of a new era, my dears. xoxo, lauren. p.s- i miss you LJ and yes marie, you must buy that secret stars cd but i will still copy it for you plus their other cd called geneologies. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+