if any of you remember me, i'm back from the hospital. i was there for 21 days and it was a very interesting experience. i was there for pain, but we shared the ward with psych patients. i lent a few of them tigermilk to listen to and they all liked it, said it was very calming. i got the flu the day after i got home and have had it ever since, a month and a half now. i can't seem to get better. i just found out that i have to go back to a new hospital next month for 2-4 weeks so i'm not very happy, but i'm trying to drown my sorrows in beer. it hasn't been working for the last month, but i'm still working on it. richard sent me a belle and sebastian video, but i don't know how to convert it to american video. can anyone help? some cottontoe stole my lovely new lavender cashmere sweater out of the dressing room at old navy today, but they found it a few hours later after i'd had a good cry. i got cute new pink pajama pants. "And for all the randy male sinisterians out there wanting to get into girls pants, I reccomend it as a useful guide. SEND FLOWERS!" i reccomend this for randy female sinisterians as well. i'd be really happy if some cute girl sent me flowers. i prefer gerber daisies, just so you know. "And where do schools find their PE teachers from? why must PE teachers have flopping shaggy perms, and shellsuits, and look like they audtioned for Gregory's girl?? " it's time for my pe teacher story. i had my pe locker right in front of the pe teacher's office window(because that's where the cute cheerleaders had theirs) and when we wore sweats we had to wear our pe shorts underneath and one day the pe teacher who had her hair cut so that she looked like a penis was checking for my shorts and said to me, 'oh you're not wearing the plaid underwear today'. i didn't need that. my lovely australian friend scot has moved to london and he's lonely and needs some friends. i know some of you live in london and i think it would be really lovely if you'd be his friend. his e-mail is socks_off@hotmail.com. tell him i sent you. i'm getting a new tattoo tomorrow of a half of a broken heart on the inside of my ankle. i figure that's a better way of getting a memory of a still loved ex-girlfriend than tattooing her name on myself. a little less obvious. i hope this has been an ok re-introduction to the list. right now i'm trying to decide who to vote for for a list crush. should i stick with the dependable lesley jo or move on to idle or the leyla and sarah combo? hmm. i'm off to party with prince vladimir, the tea that is. take care. *alyssa marie* +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@missprint.org". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@missprint.org". WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+