Sinister: hoo haaa. i'm just gone mad.
my heart is bleeeding (not literally), and I don't know if music can fix it. I want to curl up in a ball, and lie under a table, and be cold. life is so bleeding unfair. Is anyone out there insecure too? I don't know what to do. If anyone wondered why I posted my results a while ago, it was because, to be honest, that these are the only things that I have to show that I have actually done anything in life, short as it has been. They prove that I am not a waster. It is only because I am usure of myself that I did so. Is it unusual to think that "hey, am I just a complete shit, or parannoid, or both?"? How do you know If somebody likes you? I don't mean simply 'likes you', but " 'likes you', likes you". You know. It's just that I don't know whether this girl, who is basically one of my best friends, likes me as a mate, or whether she likes me more than that. I'm too gutless to ask her this, because I don't know whether she will laugh at me and perhaps think that by saying this, I am being a bit presumptious. but i think that she is great. I just don't know. tell me what you think. and can anyone suggest a high paying career for me. (I'm a money grabbing arse) my regards to you all. if I don't mail again, I'll probably have thrown myself off a bridge Chris Mellan CRYSTALBALLS M223CMELLAN@holyrood.gla.sch.uk +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+
Hello Bunnies, Chris is on the bridge, ready to throw himself off:
Is it unusual to think that "hey, am I just a complete shit, or parannoid, or both?"? How do you know If somebody likes you? I don't mean simply 'likes you', but " 'likes you', likes you". You know. It's just that I don't know whether this girl, who is basically one of my best friends, likes me as a mate, or whether she likes me more than that. I'm too gutless to ask her this, because I don't know whether she will laugh at me and perhaps think that by saying this, I am being a bit presumptious. but i think that she is great. I just don't know.
Chris, dear Chris, the one and only question worth to be asked in this dreadful world is "Does she like me?". Because you're too scared to ask this question directly to the girl that makes you mad, you try to find signs, answers in her smiles, in her eyes, in her silence. I've just asked the girl. She said "No, I don't like you the way you like me". Now i don't believe in spring anymore. I won't throw my body and my soul off the bridge because i'm so awkward I would be able to fuck up the final jump and break my leg. Only one leg. To the girls: when a boy behaves strangely, awkwardly, be nice with him though. Maybe he is just in love. Chris: I hope you *are* presumptious. Lovers are not wise. Forget the bridge. Take care of your heart, Philippe +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+
On Wed, 10 Mar 1999, M223CMellan wrote:
Is it unusual to think that "hey, am I just a complete shit, or parannoid, or both?"? How do you know If somebody likes you? I don't mean simply 'likes you', but " 'likes you', likes you". You know.
Well personally I've stopped asking myself those questions all the time. Because I know that without doubt I am indeed a complete shit, and that no women like me in that way at all (hence me being single for longer than I care to remember). Basically because when I'm out socialising I usually end up getting drunk (as those of you who've met me will realise, I like the odd drink now and again), and then saying / doing things which put people off me for life. The fact that I am normally a quiet, shy person who wouldn't hurt a fly doesn't really come across. One day I might learn my lesson and someone might get to know me well enough, but it hasn't happened in the last couple of years so I doubt if it's going to happen now... This thread's depressing, someone post something to cheer me up! Big Stu o o o, ,o, ,o o o> <o> <o o o o |^ ^|^ ^| | |~ ~|~ ~| | \> <X> </> <|> /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ /\ Hey! Macarena... +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+
On Wed, 10 Mar 1999, M223CMellan wrote:
How do you know If somebody likes you? I don't mean simply 'likes you', but " 'likes you', likes you". You know. It's just that I don't know whether this girl, who is basically one of my best friends, likes me as a mate, or whether she likes me more than that. I'm too gutless to ask her this, because I don't know whether she will laugh at me and perhaps think that by saying this, I am being a bit presumptious.
Sounds like you may be in the Friend Zone. From my experience, there is usually only one way out of the Friend Zone: through a load-bearing wall. That is, if you leave the Friend Zone, most often it will have collapsed if you should decide to return. You could try to invite her to do something that seems like a date. Assuming she accepts your invitation, then try to steer things in that direction as you attempt to read her signals. You could tell her how you feel, but you will have to be prepared for a total crash-and-burn. Very often if you try for the next plateau and you don't reach it, that's the end. (I don't know why that is.) --Mark __ Burning Rome : SENSELESS CD on Mindfield Records MindCD03 Cathartium 14
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