crushing sound of her voice the tainted misery as if i could handle any-more i am too tragic but i don't even mind afterall i am an air sign.............. what puts us in our categories? it's obvious if you analyze a person's setting... thier atmosphere.... the people they consider to be thier friends.. thier parents... but it amazes me at times.. that we are all of the human race, and so diverse from one another. on account that the human brain is so incredible... however, not many live up to the potential they have .... i'm tired of seeing everyone wasting away. so different, yet the faults have this ironic similarity.... and i see it in nearly every first post... insecurity. what disgusts me is not the fact that one could be insecure, but that one would deal with it so irrationally by joining into little cliques, and unprogressively living this monotonous lifestyle of smoking up every day to celebrate boredom. or to sit in thier groups and critique every soul in passing as if they could dig a single thing of value from thier petty discourse. i think i would like to call these all self-destructive coping devices....destruction for the masses...am i a hipocrit... or is it just human nature? whatever... random thoughts. so i know it is a bit late but i have to say that in reference to the mixes of lust and love... (not recalling actual titles here and now) .... anything by nick cave works for me. Yeah Lis, i totally understand what you meant when you spoke of "those songs that have nothing to do with sex, but they just make you like...ugh!" that is nick cave. for me anyhow. as for sonic youth's "purr" i dunno... "things that make ya go hmmm" i had a pleasant day. i don't say this often, but it is true on this occassion. and it was such fabulous weather ended off in the night with showers of rain to sooth my insanities. Lisa has been bugging me to post, so here it is... nothing spectacular... just my thoughts.i communicate best through my writing and artwork. i am certain plenty of people can relate. but i seem to feel after a while that i am just odd... and the world will hate me if i keep opening my mouth..... i make no sense to anyone. or so it seems ... well there is more to come in the later hours ... waiting for a pretty lil' thing to come tapping at my window pane.... jeia~* i like pickles ...mmm... always that last thought _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+