Egads. Double egads. Hello there Sinister. Sweet sinister. Sweet Sinister that keeps me going in my hour of need. Or week of need. Or month of need. You see, things have been going bad here in MissMariannaLand. They were going swimmingly well, but like most things in my life, and indeed in Jordan's top after childbirth (we can only hope) everything good is plummetting to my knees. I would like to tell all you lovely people the details but alas, I fear rehashing them will make me sad. And I'm trying not to be sad. 0 / /| /\ See! That's me dancing and trying not to be sad. Oh bugger. In summary: I need to find a new place to live within a week, but am scared of strangers. I have no money. I have a job but won't be paid for two weeks. I have lost the ability and will to write. And as a (wannabe) journalist, that's quite upsetting. Oh, and my heart has been squished too. Sigh. mustnotgohometoperthmustnotgohometoperthmustnotgohometoperthmustnotgohometoperthmustnotgohometoperthmustnotgohometoperthmustnotgohometoperth. xx Marianna ps. apologies for self-pitying rant. pps. no, i'm really sorry. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+