have you ever noticed how just when you think everything is going really well something happens to knock all that down? or how when someone you love is upset, it upsets you more because you don't totally know how to make them happier? stuff like this has been bothering me recently. i recently re-discovered FISHYCLAP and i adore "waiting for the moon to rise" more and more each time i listen to it. it's on repeat play constantly. it reminds me of when it's been raining all day and the sun peeps out from behind a hill and streams through the rain in the air then it stops raining? and although the light it weaker than normal and watery, it fills every dark piece of the land and dries up all the rain. like when someone smiles just after they've been crying. that sort of beauty. i love it. by the way, it was sung and written by dear little Sarah, as far as i know.... i'm reading harry potter and the goblet of fire. my brother made me promise to read it. at first, i had mixed opinions, i thought it was just a daft wee kids book, but now i love it, it's so funny and makes me wish i was magic too. being a muggle is crap. i should hopefully be going to see monica queen at the 13th note soon, if i find out what date it is for definite and find some ppl to tag along with. :) it's one week until i move to glasgow. scared does not cover how i'm feeling at the moment. more like cold sheer terror. if you see a tall brown haired girl with a long beige cord coat (complete with sinister style badges) and a rucksack with a b&S patch on it, feel free to say hi. i don't bite. much. ;) i sent away for fake i.d today. as i'll only be 17 in october, i didn't want to be refused entry to places every time i go out, so now i feel all devious and cheeky. ~raises one eyebrow mischievously~ it better arrive soon though. my mam doesn't know i've sent for it and if she finds it she might not be pleased. she'll probably laugh actually, but better to be on the safe side, non? merci et bon nuit, madamemoiselle amy x x x soundtrack to this post: my friend laura on tape, playing "the heart asks pleasure first" (theme to "the piano" film) note perfect on the piano. beautiful. ps... can someone tell me where there are some kool indie clubs in glasgow that play b&s? pps... smut. one of my "friends" from my old school called me "bunnyf*cker" today. why, i do not know, but it made me giggle. princess honey, was that smutty enough for you? +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+