dear Diary.... ack!! i just stepped on my dog!! literally as i was writing the y in diary... shes under my desk.. but it wasnt very hard, it was more of a tap.. and she didnt cry or anything, so i think things are ok. phew. amy said:

i've never heard of apple butter. is it just apple flavoured butter? okay, that's probably a daft question, but you get stuff like.....~thinks~......lemon curd which is the most disgusting stuff on earth, and i was thinking it's maybe like that......

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! wait, i'll get a jar and write out the ingrediants. on the front of the jar it says 'made from fresh apples, apple cider and honey'... and ya know what? thats all the ingrediants. i'm spelling ingrediants wrong arent i? oh well. and its not disgusting. its yummy. i think i've talked about apple butter too much over the past week. but i dont tend to let things go. sorry bout that. have you ever noticed how when you make pizza, or even better - pizza bagels, the bestest part is the part that gets stuck to the pan, and you sit there with a fork trying to get it off cos its oh so yummy? its pouring out today, and i'm sad... because it means that i cant go to my horse show tomorrow... as i was supposed to, after my whole little problem with the horse getting sick.. amy also said : "glad to hear jenowl is going to be the fairy godmother in her school play. all sinisterines should be someone's fairy godmother (or fairy godfather)." in kindergarden... i was the fairy godmother from cinderella.. but i got in trouble for hitting the mice too hard with my magic wand. it wasnt my fault tho, really.. they were more like rats then mice. and now i'm sad again, because i missed jen's post where she talked about being the fairy godmother, and i would have liked to read that. hmmmm... will have to look for it. i think linda did very well as list mum, dont you? oh!! i just found jen's email.. i had accidently never clicked on it in the first place.. its at the begining of stuff to read today jen said that it would be sad if b&s played and the club were 18 and over... but if you call the place, and ask very sweetly.. they usually.. or at least in jersey they usually say that if you go with a parent that'll keep an eye on you, you can go anyway. i'm kinda planning on using that card in 2001... tho, in 2001, i might be 18!!! wow... thats a scary thought. but i'm not on the post that talks about being the fairy godmother. damnit. underwire bras -- am i the only person who can never get the wire to stay where its supposed to, on the upper inner side of the cup? i always feel like i'm going to fall apart. argh. i should just stick to soft cups. hey.. speaking of butters and canadians.. teehee... what about maple butter? i loved that the first time i had it too.. however, the first time was also the last time cos you cant find anything good in the states... tho everytime i say that someone emails me saying where i can find stuff.... thankyou to everyone for being so nice... chris was sad that his copy of sinister is scratching... toothpast fixes minor scratches. sadly, i cant salvage my copy of twattybus... i must get another.. as i cant listen to half of it, and playing it to sleep to doesnt work anymore either, as it wakes me up skipping... i have to get a job. i cant keep my summer wasting anymore. i got an application for barnes and nobles, as its the closest place where i could fathom working that isnt in the mall... since i cant drive, the closeness factor is a good thing. they got me my copy of nalda, so i like them. but i have to admit, i'm afraid. this will be my first job, and i wonder if i'm going to end up killing the customers. i get frantic rather easily. but, if i get money then i can go galavanting and go to all the places that people have told me have legal man, and i can get another copy of TBWTAS, and things will be nice. YAY!! i think i'll send this now. its been at least 15 minutes. xoxxo Jes +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+