Hello, I have just finished with all of my exams, which went quite well especially since I have been so lazy this year. I really wanted to drink myself stupid yesterday but none of my friends fancied the idea (guess they have grown up), so I didn't. Just sitting in my room now, having thoughts, about many things, to try and make up for the lack of thinking for the last 20 years. Revelling and mourning at memories: things done, chances missed, things I loved, girls I didn't kiss, etc. Admitted more sad thoughts than happy ones, especially thinking how I may have hurt people without knowing and feeling guilty about it, how I have let people down time and again, how I tried to be nice but fails and make things worse. Not very nice thoughts, but it had to be done I suppose. A nicer thought was around this time last year (1st Jan 2000 in fact), I remember it was the first time I listened to a lot of the B&S stuff. After New Years Eve, we stayed around my friend's brother's house cos he was away on holiday. I was hungover and I woke up before my friend did, on my own and bored a bit like now and just decided to start listening to all my friend's brother's B&S collection. It was great. I was just thinking as well really how one year can change you.. now I probably cannot live a day without listening to some B&S. Some things in life never change, tho, but I won't talk about those cos those are boring and unhappy most of the time, apart from the fact that today, when I'm, a little ironically not hungover, B&S are still great. Pretty thoughts and Red Bulls Ken ========================================================================== She thought it would be fun to try photography. She thought it would be fun to try pornography. She thought it would be fun to try most anything she was tired of sleeping - Belle & Sebastian +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+