hi there sinisterines, well I'm almost recovered from the nasty gang of bacteria and viruses that wiped out my already depleated immune system. Mike had to rush me to hospital and I couldnt breathe, it was all quite horrible. It's been a week since I finished my antibiotics, and I still get tired walking up the hill, and I cant seem to get enough sleep... I've finally got somewhere to live, and I move on the 21st febuary. I'm moving in with Chris, a friend from University who's moving house and offered me the spare room. I remember the first day of my degree, 5 years ago. We went for a walk through the city together, he took me to all the places I shouldn't walk through at night, and where the sunday market was held, and gave me a cheese stottie. funny how I remember just odd little things like that, the way we sat in the canteen, slowly peeling the melted cheese off the top of the stottie, listening to him talking. He always reminded me of a viking warrior, or winston the dog. He was a rottweiler who belonged to a friend of mine, I was terrified of him, and one time he got out of his pen and came running towards me, I thought i was going to get my face ripped off, but he just leapt onto me and started licking my face.He was the cuddliest, soppiest thing I'd ever seen. I can't beleive I was so scared of him... The same with Chris, I guess. In sheffield there's an indie club called Offbeat, run by this Doctor called Chris. I gave him a Mr greedy the first time I went, but someone stole it, which I was kinda dissapointed about. He does this grate non-profit club and someone steals his mascot. He was so upset about it that I got him a replacement. So it feels like there's light at the end of the tunnel, pretty soon I'll have a place to live, and wont be living out of a rucksack. I'll even be able to set up my altar again, I missed imbolc, which i was really upset about. well, I've arranged to meet a friend for a coffee, so I'd better brush my hair and find a toy for her... jules now playing: red house painters now eating: chocolate hobnobs _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+