Graham Thomson wrote :

I'm not Paraniod in the conventional sence of the word No my paranoia is much more deep and sinister. I have this reccuri= ng dream/nightmare/sleepwalk. In the dream I am responceable for it all the= end of everything, I can;t remember much about what I have done, but I know it is my fault and I can see myself in prospective to the whole universe, {very scary beleive me!!} I have to get away from the whole univerce but I know I can;t and I never do escape. What usually happens = is I wake up in the middle of the night in a form of limbo, I can remember everything I do however I am not in a state to controll myself, last time= I locked myself in the toilet for half an hour while my Parents tried to ge= t me out. I told them to "FUCK OFF" eventually I came out and tried to run= out the house. After that I came out of it. I rememberd everything but = I was not responsable for my actions. = I beleive that it is my fear of the universe and whatever controlls that gives me these dreams. I beleive that I am deeply worried about a god and= infinitie and my insignificance. =

John

John, I believe your deepest fear is that of the e-mail spellchecker. I don't know what other listees think, but I reckon this mail has got to be close to a record. You wouldn't be studying English by any chance would you ? Obviously you are suffering from some form of schizophrenia. Signing your mails off John, when you are obviously called Graham is not a good sign. I would suggest you stop watching Stars in their Eyes with immediate effect. Tonight Matthew I am going to be. Very profound. I have switched the fridges off. Adrian. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . Slushetye, eto pish - ya seberaus uyehat -----------------------------------------------------------------------