Just read David Howie's post, and i nearly cried. Maybe i am just feeling emotional. I don't know. I guess i could relate to it , not in the same way. But, it was just the mood of it, it matches mine. Im so close to real hapiness right now but i know it's likely to crash at any moment. I have been receiving messages for quite a while now and this is the first time i have had chance to add something. It was the best thing ive seen written on here by some margin. I wish you luck for the future and hope you can find piece of mind. I think i need a new mind but i am coping, i think. It's the thought of needing a new heart that is scaring me so much. Oh well ill just carry on following the cycles of the day, it's bound to Wednesday again in no time at all. Simple Troubadour. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+