Sinister: white rabbits, doing a murdoch, and far far too much alcohol for a week.
The smoking quit thing isn't going quite as planned. Too many nights in smokey, drinky venues. Right, quick thing about whats going on. Went to an indie night a week last monday with this girl I'm pals with called Sara. Had an amazing time, bumped into these blokes who knew me (one of whom I couldn't remember even though he knew every detail about me.). A fight broke out, and people got arsy, and indie boys burst into tears. People took drugs, and I played the game of being "no dear, don't fall up the stairs, you need a breath of fresh air, that would help" Oh, and saw this bloke there who works at the bookshop and looks like Stuart David. Don't know his name, but was suprised. Went to see El Hombre Trajeado, Kaito, and Sputniks Down last Thursday. Got a bit drunk and then proceeded to chat to Sputniks Down and ask why the hell they didn't leave the cosy duvet of glasgow more often. See? we don't bite. Also discovered, that although I am going to be involved in doing some sort of fanzine thing with my uni indie society (which has a crap name) I'm going to do a Murdoch (no, not literally you dirty thinkers) and I'm refusing to do interviews cos I needlessly make a prat of myself and go all gushy and gruppie- like. And you know, I'm not good at pretending to be cool like you lot and sophisticated. I'll stick to the drinking instead. Much more becoming when I start talking bullplops. Saw that little Stuart David lookalike man again. Weekend, well, you don't want to know. Oh, went for a coffee with a mate and discussed stuff that I'm not going to tell you, and resisted H+M with my switch card. Then last night, saw that little Stuart David man again at a hip hop drum'n'bass night. Decided to nickname him the little white rabbit. As in Alice In Wonderland. Cos everywhere I go, he just pops up and runs away. He seems to be a sign I think. A sign that I'm going to have fun. It was odd. It was this private party and this friend of a friend had hired it for his birthday. Saw people again who knew me. Its always the sort of vague knowing, rather than pally knowing. If you know what I mean. They know me from first year. I think most of campus did. Anyway, got drunk, moral: aftershock is ace but evil, then me and my pal wandered up stairs to see what was going on there. Very decadent in a kewl way, Miss Scarlet would surely cream her pants with joy. It looked like it would fit in with her website. Anyway, theres all these people sitting there looking like, you know, intent and stuff and interested. Nodding heads, brows furrowed with understanding and thoughtfulness in a arty bohemian way. And this music coming from the corner. Me and my pal stood looking perplexed round the room. This bloke spotted me who complimented me on my t shirt when I was at Sputniks Down gig and gave me a nod. And this music. it was like some sort of new age jazz keyboard playing. And she and I, having danced and boogied like chickens (*apparently*) to drum'n'bass and garage and whatever else have you; stood, perplexed. We noticed all this, and neither of us could control the laughter that burst forthwith from our inconsiderate mouths. It was like a blimin' funeral! Also discovered that screw Glasgow, man, we have our local indie "talent" (exception of Kaito who are crap and wannabe Elastica or Sleeper and even sang one very bis esque song that I decided to sing along to, cos I'm cool like that.) working for us on campus. Stephen Pastel in John Smiths (R.I.P)? Pah ha! we don't even have to leave the campus without having local indie types serving us. I've been wanting to write here for the past week, but I couldn't be arsed and I've got an attitude problem towards being arsed. Idles ===== http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/corduroysmoke we're all smoking our corduroys in our secret little b+s club- what are you doing?? __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Get email at your own domain with Yahoo! Mail. http://personal.mail.yahoo.com/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+
Dear White Rabbits, Life is eating us. Time is eating us. I am bored. I am working on things. ven't heard of any --- idleberry <idleberry@yahoo.com> wrote:
The smoking quit thing isn't going quite as planned. Too many nights in smokey, drinky venues. Me too. I can't even stop it for two days avoiding my hands shaking when i doing camera works.
Got a bit drunk and then proceeded to chat to Sputniks Down and ask why the hell they didn't leave the cosy duvet of glasgow more often. BTW, Sputniks is a russian name meant "Travel Companion"
Sympathy For The Devil is a nice song. Fuct Up, TBY CHN my friend sold me hi __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Get email at your own domain with Yahoo! Mail. http://personal.mail.yahoo.com/ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+
Well... my birthday yesterday. I had, in order, 4/5ths of a bottles of wine, 2/5ths of a bottle of vodka (in vodka jelly), at least three pints and probably a lot more besides. I went to an open mike poetry/music thing, which was really good, some girl actually made 'Rocky Racoon' sound really good and played two other songs brilliantly (can't remember what they were off hand) and they was some pretty good comedy poetry too. I read out... why the hell didn't my friend stop me? I read 'Visiting Rachael in Leicester' (posted before), 'After the Funeral' and 'Funeral' (both included below), I managed to get a laugh when I read out the title 'Funeral', understandably I guess (I was planning to read others between the two but in my drunken state I couldn't tell that a few of the poems were pressed together and thought I'd forgotten them). I managed to miss several sections out of the poems and had to repeat other sections. I also got stuck on the word 'disrespectful' for at least 5 tries and finally managed to say 'difrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrispfctfel', much to everyones amusement... and mine, I was too drunk to be embarressed. When I got back apparently (I have not recollection of this) I debated long and hard (no pun intended) over which of the three single girls in the room I was going to have sex with. No-one really knows whether I was joking, though I hope to God I was. I feel like the boy with the arab strap now, drawling out poetry to music and making lots of sexual comments. Poems... you may wish to skip this bit. -------------beginning of skipable bit--------------------- "After the Funeral (of Cathleen Harper) I watched the fireplace like a puppet, Its reflection tripping on some new porcelain surround On some middle class image, middle ground picture, Of a rose in a jar, like an image of life On somebody's sterilised perfection. I thought of you, I thought that Cathleen Should have been on my mind. The fire burnt out in a few minutes Of listening to music that sounded like your lyrics If you knew more about lyrics To make them sound like you. It was more of a death to loose that image of you Than everything that went before. The anaesthetised vicar, and all the holy clichés Most of which could never apply. A candle burned down too That looked like you, still sharp, The wax forming a rough edge around the rim, Like the part you don't let me see, Though you'd like me to see everything. And I loved you For keeping away tales of the new stereo, And later the half masked sounds of MTV, As my Auntie and Uncle tilted the discussion Away from the uncomfortable. But it could have been for anything. For Sabrina Tulk" "Funeral I watched as my mother approached That box, I hung back, thought death Might be catching. That thing wasn't in the box, It was in the meaninglessness that hangs around her house, The posters that don't mean anything, like they were used to Being on that blank wall, without looking blank themselves. I felt like your voyeur, an invited, Unwelcome spectator on their grief. I wasn't needed, I was helpful but false. Everyone else laughed to hide, I laughed at anything I found amusing. There was no smell in the hearse, No hospital smell, no rotting. The driver looked the part, in a black suit Grey haired, he didn't talk. He wasn't important. And on the long journey back, our driver risking disrespectful speeds Past lorry drivers and old ladies, I just thought of dividing the newly liberated House. Who would get what, where the (her) money Would wash out. I felt ashamed, though perhaps not guilty." --------------------end of skipable bit-------------------------------- I've also found a great band at my Uni, they are called 'Fear of Drugs', I'm putting them on a mix tape for a sinister'. I'll put them up as mp3s soon and post the link here. They wrote a song called 'Tony Hart Up in the Head' which samples all the accidental cannibis referances in 'Hart Beat' such as 'Look at all the green in those leaves... I think I get another' and 'That's mine finished, lets see how they're getting along with theirs'. Very amusing to hear from the lips of Tony Hart. For those of you who are not British/have no taste, Hart Beat was a childrens art program that ran a few years ago and Tony Heat is very much the sweet natured, befuddled old man. Oh, and I just looked at the sillistrations page, it's great and I pictured Miss Playforth looking exactly like that, I am waiting for a sillistration of myself in the likeness on the Arab Strap guy... I don't think it'll happen. "...and of course everyone felt appropriately shocked and saddened by the women's affliction..." The Happy Reaper +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+
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