Hewwo, Well, I've been in hospital, which was all lacking in swellness. I went to Fife, to get drunk and play football, only I never, because I got taken in to hospital cause I had tummy pains that were making me be sick and pass out. And I got this student doctor, who was really crap, and totally killed my arm when he stuck the drip thing in it. You should see the state of it. It took him three attempts to find a vein. So no one knew what was wrong and this junior doctor said "Hmm, cancer is a possibility", and I was pretty worried. You could tell he was the kind of prick who was so desparate to tell someone they had cancer so he could go back to his little mod friends and drink a cappuchino and say "It was so tough, I had to tell some kid they had cancer". What a weasel. He hit on Jaz and gave her his number. She threatened to dislocate his jaw, i think. Oh yeah and I was hallucinating from all the morphine they gave me, so I was pretty convinced that there were monsters coming after me. But it turns out that I don't have cancer. I have a thing on my ovaries which is like I tried to grow a person, but it didn't have any boy genes so it just stuck there with a load of people cells in a blob and made it hurt a lot. The first place I was in was a bit not grate. The nurses were totally insane, they used tohave games of tig in the corridors. Oh oh oh, and then they moved me to another hospital, but by then I was feeling better (ie, could walk and talk), and they wanted to give me an operation to take the thing out from inside me, but the doctor said that I might not ever have children, or something could go really wrong, cause I'm 15. And that was a worry, and then Jaz and Igor came in and made fun of all the sick people and brought me a stuffed rabbit called Crotchbunny, and it was nice. And the ladies i was in a room with were complete gimps and kept trying to tell me about their dihorrea and woke me up at 6.00 in the morning to talk about it and everything, and I got rather pissed off. And I told the doctor that i had to be out on friday (to see some band or other) and he said his sister had been to see them and they were good. And in the end I never had the op cause it was dangerous so they sent me home instead. So I'll be at B&S on Friday but please can nobody bump into to me if you don't have to , because there's still a little dead helf-person lump of evil cells trying to make me hurt. Only when I got in I had a few people to phone because igor told them I was dead for a laugh. But I can't wait now to see them, it's going to be grate. Oh oh oh and the lovely Ian Hatcher got me a Twink doll to cuddle and it's swell, and rainbow brite is the best thing ever in th whole world ever and I love shy violet. If you see a girl with lots of badges at the friday gig, it's me, so come and talk to me. Sorry this was boring, Hugs, Jen +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+